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very good! [Thursday August 12th, 2010 at 4:53pm] [ mood | problema na kita! ] just got a "very good" praise from our accounting subject :D hahaha i was so not expecting that, we weren't expecting that. but, seriously, based on what we did, i guess it really deserved that. :P anyway, before anything else. i just want to say, that.. I'm studying again. hahaha. it's not really something connected to my previous course but it's okay. I'm slowly getting the hang of it. (lols) i met new people, new group to hang with. (drinking buddies) . again, seriously. if things keep up. i might die by the end of the year. no kidding. one of the teachers is ... hmmm.. atsui!? hahahaha.. (go figure) wish he'll be one of our instructors, i promise I'll be really inspired. :D i hate what I'm feeling.. it's starting all over again, and i soooooooo do not want to be in this position again. not knowing where to stand, not expecting anything.. i don't know when i can still hold up.. grrrr.. actually, the purpose of this entry is to vent out my frustrations for today. (sigh) i really need help. a prince charming can do the trick. hahahaha soooo looking forward to the gig, i hope the person back from the sunday gig is there. (i got my fingers crossed) 3 || reply || edit

another year [Friday February 26th, 2010 at 2:31am] [ mood | oo, iniisip kita ] okay.. so another year has passed since updated my blog.. well.. i have a lot of reasons for doing so.. first, i sooooo got caught up with facebook and other sites that i somehow neglected lj, my bad.. gomen.. 2nd, I FORGOT MY PASSWORD!!!! darn, and the worst thing is, the email address i used on lj is no longer active.. so i had to go through a lot of trouble before i was able to retrieve it again.. and thus, here i am.. :D i guess, i just want to vent out some of my frustrations and feelings for the past days. hmmm... i envy how a certain person changed on how he/she express his/her feeling towards their someone special. having no restrictions allowed that person to be bold in saying endearments and blurt out feelings.. and somehow upon knowing/seeing those, i felt stupid for wanting to read more. like committing suicide when seeing how words or love are written in their pages having no care on whoever reads them, hurting more as i read other peoples blessing on their exchange or words. [sigh] saw you face to face, you were happy. i was crying inside. my smile was all over the place i tried to hide the pain. you were brutal enough to tell stories, i was just nodding and smiling as i see you drift away as you say each word. was i stupid for hoping all this time? [sigh] still i read your page, trying to be happy for you. i guess this is it. i hope i'll be happy too. okay, i just wrote random words.. [sigh] though i think i'm quite obvious. i think this will also be posted on my multiply. bummer.. 0 || reply || edit

trying to start anew.. [Monday January 26th, 2009 at 4:14am] after months of finding myself.. i decided that in order to live, and bring back my old self.. i must give something up.. and i chose (i sooooo.. hope i can) to end my unilateral delusion.. the rest of the entry will be posted once i find my notebook.. hahahaha 0 || reply || edit

something to get my mind off the paper.. [Monday September 22nd, 2008 at 2:17am] i'm sleepy.. i don't know if i can still do this.. almost four years in college and i thought by that time i can cope up with all the work. but no.. things just keep on getting harder and harder.. oh well. i might as well finish this.. or else.. :P hohum.. only less than a month and this will all be over.. can't wait.. :D 0 || reply || edit

i've seen 74 out of 170 [Monday February 4th, 2008 at 9:21pm] While enjoying my break before resuming my review for my ethic report later (4pm today), I'll be answering this survey, if you can consider this as one, from Harold Fajardo. The result means that I don't usually watch movies. Or maybe the movies I've seen are not on the list. :D   (x ) Sukob ( ) Oh my ghost! ( ) White lady (x) Wag kang lilingon (x) Feng shui  (x) KKK (kasal, kasali, kasalo) ( ) Enteng Kabisote ( ) Enteng Kabisote 2 ( ) Enteng Kabisote 3 (x) Super Noypi ( ) Karma ( ) Shake, Rattle and Roll (x) D Anothers (x) First Day High   Total: 7   (x) Bring it On 1 (x ) Bring it On 2 (x ) Bring it On 3 ( ) Fun With Dick and Jane ( ) Cake ( ) Zathura ( ) Borat ( ) Dead or Alive ( ) 8 mile (x) 50 First Dates (x) The Princess Diaries   (x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal (x) Legally Blonde (x) Legally Blonde 2   Total: 8   (x) Charlie's Angels (x) Charlie's Angels 2 ( ) Dude, where's my car? ( ) Scary Movie ( ) Scary Movie 2 ( ) Scary Movie 3 ( ) Scary Movie 4 (x) American Pie ( ) American Pie 2 (x) American Wedding ( ) American Pie Band Camp   Total:4   (x) Harry Potter (x) Harry Potter 2 (x) Harry Potter 3 (x) Harry Potter 4 (x) Resident Evil 1 ( ) Resident Evil 2 ( ) The Wedding Singer ( ) Cinderella Man ( ) The Village (x) Coyote Ugly   Total: 6   (x) Space Jam ( ) Finding Neverland ( ) Signs (x) The Grinch (x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre (x) White Chicks ( ) Little Manhattan (x) 13 Going on 30 (x) Click ( ) Devil Wears Prada   Total:  6   (x) Mighty Ducks 1 ( ) Mighty Ducks 2 ( ) Mighty Ducks 3 ( ) Mighty Ducks 4 ( ) Deep Impact ( ) King Pin (x) Meet The Parents (x) Meet the Fockers ( ) Eight Crazy Nights ( ) Joe Dirt (x) Anaconda   Total : 4   ( ) Alice in Wonderland ( ) The Terminal (x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie (x) Deep Blue Sea (x) Dumb & Dumber ( ) Dumber & Dumberer (x) Final Destination (x) Final Destination 2 (x) Final Destination 3 ( ) Halloween (x) The Ring ( ) The Ring 2 ( ) Ring Zero (x) Flubber ( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle (x) Practical Magic ( ) Chicago ( ) Ghost Ship ( ) From Hell (x) Hellboy ( ) Secret Window ( ) I Am Sam   Total : 10   (x) The Day After Tomorrow ( ) Child's Play ( ) Seed of Chucky ( ) Bride of Chucky (x) 10 Things I Hate About You ( ) Just Married (x) Gothika ( ) Nightmare on Elm Street ( ) Sixteen Candles ( ) Remember the Titans ( ) Coach Carter (x) The Grudge ( ) The Grudge 2 (x) The Mask (x) Son Of The Mask   Total: 6   (x) My Super Ex-Girlfriend ( ) Joy Ride ( ) She's the Man ( ) Ocean's Eleven ( ) Ocean's Twelve (x) Mean Girls ( ) Step Up (x) Pearl Harbor ( ) Predator I ( ) Predator II ( ) Superstar (x) Happy Feet (x) Ice Age () Ice age 2 The Meltdown   Total: 5   (x) Independence Day  ( ) Cujo ( ) Idle Hands ( ) Darkness Falls ( ) Children of the Corn ( ) My Boss' Daughter (x) Maid in Manhattan (x) Monsters Inc. (x) Rush Hour (x) Rush Hour 2 ( ) Best Bet (x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days ( ) She's All That (x) Poseidon (x) Titanic (x) Mars Attacks ( ) Event Horizon ( ) Ever After (x) Forrest Gump ( ) Big Trouble in Little China (x) The Terminator ( ) The Terminator 2 (x) The Terminator 3   Total : 12   ( ) X-Men ( ) X-Men 2 (x) X-Men 3 (x) Spider-Man (x) Spider-Man 2 ( ) Sky High ( ) Jeepers Creepers ( ) Jeepers Creepers 2 ( ) Catch Me If You Can ( ) The Others ( ) The Eye ( ) Dark Water (x) Cruel Intentions ( ) Cruel Intentions 2 ( ) The Hot Chick (x) Shrek (x) Shrek 2 total: 6 0 || reply || edit

anything goes.. [Saturday December 8th, 2007 at 7:39pm] hmm.. i'm currently doing something academic and i just cant resist to browse the net.. i just need something to do to let out my feelings.. but i can only say so much.. to summarize.. i can say i'm beat.. i'm tired of the situation i am in now.. i'm tired of studying ( hahaha).. i lost the  spark i used to have about life.. hmm.. hopefully.. a new year would  bring me a new perspective.. :) 0 || reply || edit

LSS [Sunday October 21st, 2007 at 11:38pm] [ mood | yey! ] don't you just hate it when you're currently stuck with a song in your mind and you can't have the lyrics.. hmm.. that thing just happened to me.. and i sooooooo hate it, because none of the supposed "lyrics" website have its lyrics.. (huh?).. so i listened to it.. and thankfully. i was able to understand some/ most of the lyrics.. and i'm going to share them with you.. :) here it goes.. MALIKMATA Mag-isip ka ngayon Sana'y bukas parang kahapon Upang 'di malayo Sa mga tinatago Ikaw ang iniisip T'wing ngumingiti ako Sana ay malaman mo Kung papaano.. Iniisip ka ngayon Sana'y bukas parang kahapon Upang di na malayo Sa mga tinatago Ikaw ang iniisip T'wing ngumingiti ako Sana ay malaman mo Kung papaano, kung papaano.. Sa isang malikmata nariyan, wala ka na... Nakikita mo ba.. Ako'y naghihintay kanina pa.. Sa isang malikmata.. Nariyan, wala ka na Nariyan, wala ka na Nariyan, wala ka na Nariyan, wala ka na 'Di na palang narito Naghihintay.. .. sayo Isang.. Para isang... there.. :) 1 || reply || edit

just dropped by.. [Wednesday September 12th, 2007 at 8:50pm] [ mood | hell month go away! ] whoah! it's been a while since i've updated my blog.. haay.. nwei.. i went to mt. banahaw last weekend.. and it was fun but very tiring.. and oh..i ate a lot.. hihihi.. anyway.. my life is toxic.. and i 'd rather die.. exams here, there.. paper everywhere.. (ooh.. it rhymes.. ) nwei.. hope i'll manage to survive my hell month.. and to think i have a "quiz" with our vis a vis prof.. sheesh! that man is a slave driver.. and a mad man ranting.. aaargh!.. hmm.. got to go.. i'll be late with my econ class.. 0 || reply || edit

happiness [Monday June 18th, 2007 at 12:50am] [ mood | happy ] happiness is a choice it's probably one of the things i learned the hard way.. i often heard that line from people i know but it's only now that i've actually understood what it meant.. for the past weeks, days.. i've often seen happiness as something to be pursued.. but upon seeing reality.. i've realized i can be happy anytime i want to.. i guess i just have to live upon the saying "count your blessings"..before, i've always seen myself as lacking of different things.. and not as a person who has received a lot and should be thankful for all of them. i'm glad it didn't took me a lifetime to know such realization.. or else i would have lived with regret for not enjoying every minute of my life.. i no longer want to be miserable.. i just want to be happy... and thank goodness.. i can be.. thank you for being with me.. 0 || reply || edit

sad! [Monday June 11th, 2007 at 2:03am] [ mood | i'll miss you ] AS OF THE MOMENT, I'M NO LONGER EMPLOYED goodbye work! i dunno.. i feel sad.. i guess i'll be missing a lot of people, my workmates, the officers.. the whole routine.. and the work load.. i'll miss everything about te rate change experience.. but most of all..i'll miss my new found friend.. too bad.. we never got along that much.. but like what i've said.. i'll never regret meeting the people i've met at RC.. hmm.. o well.. i guess that's life.. but seriously.. i'll miss everyone.. i'll miss my team mates! i'll miss these people i'll miss my batchmates see you all whenever! i love you guys! 0 || reply || edit

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